gentle man

  • Subscribe to our RSS feed.
  • Twitter
  • StumbleUpon
  • Reddit
  • Facebook
  • Digg

Friday, 8 June 2012

The Hell With It

Posted on 04:00 by Unknown
Everyone feels alone.
Loneliness is a problem as old as time.
Loneliness is and always has been the central problem of human existence.
Loneliness is a given.
-Michael J Armijo
PHILOSOPHICAL STATEMENTS

Twenty-five years ago today:

June 8, 1987
Monday

I had an ‘okay’ day at work. I am so proficient at contending with my many follow-ups.

Carla and I had lunch at the PLAZA DELI. I told her all about my latest episodes with Eileen and she gave me her wise advice.
Carla advised, “Do NOT call that girl again! You’ve been too nice to her and it’s time to shrug her off.”
“You’re right.”
And so, I’m not calling her.

When I arrived home I found another message on my answering machine from Eileen in which she stated, “I need to talk to you. Please give me a call when you get a chance.”
I sent her that one letter. She has yet to respond to it. So ‘the hell with it’…I won’t call her back. I’m taking Carla’s advice.

Chris Cordellos did come over. We went to see THE UNTOUCHABLES. It was really good with some intense scenes…especially with the baby buggy falling down the City Hall steps in slow motion.

Chris ended up taking a lot of my clothes that I didn’t want anymore. He spent the night and I left at my usual 6:45AM time for my express bus to The City. I knew he’d be leaving in a couple of hours for Concord to his hair salon. I didn’t feel worried that I left him alone at my place. I was glad he was taking some of those clothes off my hands. It’s one less thing to do.

"Some things can only be seen in the shadows."
-Carlos Ruiz Zafon
The Shadow of the Wind, a novel

Email ThisBlogThis!Share to XShare to Facebook
Posted in | No comments
Newer Post Older Post Home

0 comments:

Post a Comment

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)

Popular Posts

  • The Beginnings - Part 93: MELLOW OUT!
    “I had no conception of the depths of your emptiness!” -Uma Thurman to Robert Pattinson BEL AMI, 2012 motion-picture Twenty-five years ago, ...
  • The Beginnings - Part 8: GEOGRAPHICALLY UNDESIRABLE
    To ‘learn’ something was the dream of our lives. -Janet Frame An Autobiography PHOTOS OF THE DAY: July 11, 1987, Honolulu, Hawaii Meeting Le...
  • Ten Year Reunion
    The friendships of those we serve are the foundation of our progress. -Michael J Armijo PHILOSOPHICAL STATEMENTS Twenty-five years ago today...
  • You Always Want What You Can't Have
    'You didn't fall out of love with somebody just because of difficulties, life was complicated under any circumstances, but maybe the...
  • The Beginnings - Part I: DIARY
    ”I know how spies work.   He’s told me often enough.  Cover.  You go in somewhere with cover, and when the enemy realizes you’re not that pe...
  • Itching
    I think this is why God made kids, so you can look at their mouths eating applesauce you are feeding to them and forget everybody else’s BS....
  • The Beginnings - Part 28: BODY WAVE
    What had actually begun to surface in his muddled mind was a conflict of emotions. -Christopher Isherwood CHRISTOPHER and HIS KIND The Begin...
  • A 'No Go'
    If there was a surprise in all this, it was only that he didn’t give a damn anymore. Olen Steinhauer, THE NEAREST EXIT Twenty-five years ago...
  • The Beginnings - Part 10: ARE YOU FOR REAL?
    Order came naturally from chaos. -Janet Frame An Autobiography April 10, 1983 I woke up at 7:30AM to a KMEL Radio Talk Show on drugs. I’m so...
  • Awesome: Children of a Lesser God
    Make a life commitment. Commit a little every day. Yes, I will be there. Yes, I will do it. Yes, you can forget it. Yes, I’ll have it. Yes, ...

Blog Archive

  • ►  2014 (30)
    • ►  July (4)
    • ►  June (5)
    • ►  May (4)
    • ►  April (4)
    • ►  March (5)
    • ►  February (4)
    • ►  January (4)
  • ►  2013 (3)
    • ►  December (3)
  • ▼  2012 (267)
    • ►  December (14)
    • ►  November (30)
    • ►  October (31)
    • ►  September (30)
    • ►  August (31)
    • ►  July (31)
    • ▼  June (30)
      • Upside Down
      • One In Every Port
      • Hamburgers and Witches
      • A Daydream
      • Roasted Marshmallows
      • My Very Best-Friend
      • It's All New To Me
      • His So-Called Relationship
      • A Movie Star
      • Suede and Leather
      • It's No Big Deal
      • A 'No Go'
      • A 'No Show'
      • It's Beyond Me
      • A Good Influence
      • Home-Cooked Goodies
      • Mexicali Rose Anniversary Margarita's
      • Ten Year Reunion
      • La Bomba
      • To Let Off Some Steam
      • Hot Summer Nights
      • Waiting Around In The Wings
      • The Hell With It
      • Being A Nuisance
      • When You Find The Time
      • The Untouchables
      • BIG HUNK
      • Awesome: Children of a Lesser God
      • In The Nick of Time
      • Getting HOT Again
    • ►  May (31)
    • ►  April (30)
    • ►  March (9)
Powered by Blogger.

About Me

Unknown
View my complete profile